This was inspired from a fanfic of Nadine(a.k.a Bruha), agood friend and a fellow Joongboer. Did it with a twist for my YongSeo version, but still hers is way better..kekeke
Characters: SeoHyun/ YongHwa
Genra: Drama
An arch of flowers fully adorned the entrance door of the café. A reception is going on, Yonghwa was looking at the flowers that is scattered from the entrance of their favorite café, and the familiar faces of visitors are chatting with a smile on their faces inside.
He was sitting inside his car in black Armani suit he looked stunning, his hand reached for the invitation, a special paper adorned with pink, yellow and blue. Her favorite colors. His fingers ran through the ribbon that is tied neatly on its surface. He sighed as he remembered the day she left him.
Seohyun was standing on the front porch, looking at the sun that is about to hide, the sea reflects its orange glow. Her white, sleeveless dress that hung just above her knee is swaying as the wind blew, her long silky hair dances with the wind. She looks breathtaking but her eyes reflect loneliness.
Yonghwa walked behind her slowly, savoring the beauty that he sees. They said she is a goddess and he couldn’t agree more. And all the more he is glad and proud that the goddess is his. The goddess has chosen him from all the fan boys that were piling up to gain her love. It was all thanks to WGM that he has her. He was able to woo her on and off the show.
Their final episode was heartbreaking, many have shed tears. Many have wished they would stay but they can’t stay in that same show forever right? And many have wished them to be together for real. And that wish was actually granted months before their said farewell, of course without the knowledge of everyone else. It was their little secret. A little secret that will become big once the news of them going out for real would emerge.
So here they are enjoying their time together secretly in a private island, he admit it was worth millions to rent the island but Seohyun was all worth it.
He brushed her hair with his fingers as soon as he reached near her “Seohyun-ah.” he called her in a most endearing tone, he hugged her from behind “Do you know that you smell like the breeze?” he continued as he drank Seohyun’s scent
Hyun smiled she faced him and encircled her arms around Yong’s nape “Really oppa?” she asked her eyes sparkling as she close the distance and rested her face on Yong’s chest “You, oppa, smell like sunshine” she said as she inhaled deeply
He chuckled softly savoring the magical moment, a rare moment that they are free from their busy schedules. Hyun asked him to have a vacation together to his surprise and who is he to refuse? He has been dreaming about it since they were officially dating. He can’t even believe it that he has endurance and patience that long to wait for Hyun to get ready. The only reason of it is LOVE as his members told him. He loves her, it is reason enough to stay by her side and endure physical needs and be contented of what Seo Joo Hyun can give.
Seohyun looked up to him “Oppa, can I kiss you?” she said her eyes misty
He let out a nervous laugh “Seo Hyun-ah! Are you kidding me? This must be the happiest day of my life. This is the first time you initiated intimacy, kissing to be exact. Who am I to refuse?” he said his tone changed from excitement down to a whisper as he slowly close the distance between them
Hyun’s eyelids started to close as she waited patiently for the kiss.
A kiss so deep and passionate that Yonghwa have to stop himself and take a step backward to make distance, he filled his lungs with air and released it harshly, he licked his now swollen lips, his hands shaking from controlling himself “Hyun-ah! I think I need a cold shower” he said while looking at her luscious red lips
She looked at him, with eyes full of love, she sighed and mustered all the courage she have and say “Oppa, I’m ready. I’m giving it to you” she stepped closer and threw herself to him.
They made love under the dark night sky, stars sparkling, the cold breeze turned warm as it touched their skin. They made love gently, savoring every moment and making it a memory until they reached climax.
They lie on the mattress, their body intertwined under the blanket “Seo Joo Hyun, will you marry me?” he whispered on her ear
Seohyun felt his warm breath fanning on her face as she heard him, “Oppa, saranghae!” she said her eyes filled with emotions he can’t name
Out of exhaustion, he fell soundly asleep, contented with Hyun beside him, her head rested on his arm.
The next morning he woke up alone, he searched the whole island for her but she was nowhere to be found. He asked the person in-charge of the island but he said that she left at dawn saying that her mother has called and that there was an emergency and she is needed to be there as soon as possible. “She left a note sir” the manager said “I’m very sorry, I should not have let her go, but she called her mother to confirm about the emergency”
Yonghwa started to feel nervous as he looked at the note, he opened it and his eyes welled as he read.
Yong-oppa,
Thank you for the wonderful memories that we’ve shared,
Always know that you will always be remembered
I’m sorry for hurting you this way and walking away from you this way,
But I need my freedom back. I hope you’ll find a heart to forgive me.
Hyun
He felt his heart was ripping into pieces, the note crumpled as his hand formed into fists. He ran to the shore and screamed in agony. He knelt on the white sand his shoulders shaking vigorously from crying.
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The moment his flight landed in Korea he searched for Seohyun, high and low but to no avail. His members had told him “It is hard to find someone when that someone doesn’t want to be found”. Now he knows it’s true, it is as if Seo Joo Hyun didn’t exist. Her phone number is dead, she quit SNSD to her fan’s dismay and the house her family lived in is now rented.
It has been 1 year, 2 months, 3 days, 4 hours and 33 minutes since he left her life when the invitation came to his place. “She’s over you. She’s getting married, pull yourself together” he told himself as he stepped down from his car. He walked slowly to his ordeal “I must be masochist, torturing myself like this!” he said to himself through gritted teeth. As he saw familiar faces from the entrance.
The old lady who runs the café welcomed him. “You’ve finally come.” She smiled timidly “Just find your way in” she added
He looked at the collage of pictures scattered on the café’s wall. Pictures during her childhood pictures, childhood friends, pictures of her with her family, with her pets and her managers. Her SM family; DBSK, SNSD, Super Junior, Shinee, Fx, TRAX, BOA, Kangta and many others, CNBLUE are there too. But a picture has caught his attention. A black and white candid picture of him laughing, looking at something he can’t remember. His eyes show happiness and contentment and even love. Love for the person who secretly took this picture. He read the captions of the photo. “My only one” his brows creased in confusion.
The old lady stood by his side and softly said “She was really grateful she met you.” She smiled at him as he turned his head to look at her “She was always holding on to that picture of you. Always saying how handsome you are and how gentlemanly you are. And that no one can compete you in her heart.” She said with a sad smile
Yonghwa’s heart thumped hard as he heard what the old lady said he looked at her with urgent eyes and grabbed her shoulders gently “Where is she?!” he asked anxiously
The old lady look down and shook her head slowly, she cleared her throat before she answered “She’s gone, Yonghwa-ssi” she said forcing to hide a sob
Yonghwa felt his mind and body went numb upon hearing what the old lady said
His feet started to walk slowly while watching the pictures with captions
A picture of Taeyeon and her sitting close to each other- Seohyun-ah! you’re always be our maknae!
With Sunny and her doing a cute pose- I’m aegyo queen but there is no better than the aegyo of the maknae!
With Jess and her back to back- Seohyun-ah! who will prevent us from eating hamburgers from now on?
With Yuri and her doing a heart sight – Yah! I cooked a lot of goguma, who will finish it from now on?
With Yoona and her, arms clinging- Maknae should go last… Why did you go first?!
With Sooyong and her playing in the rain- I wanted to marry early, but you married Yonghwa ahead of me, should you be ahead of us with this too?!
With Tiffany braiding her hair- who will I call Jing-Jingie from now on?
With Hyo while lying on her bed posing for a pic- it feels lonely not having a roommate and someone to chat to in the middle of the night. I’m going to miss you terribly
With Minho –my ideal girl is not Yuri but you
With Kyu, they are holding their costumes for the mMV- I’ll keep our duet song in heart
With Leeteuk, a picture of them after they guest in his radio show- It is impossible of you not being pretty Seohyun-ah
With Minhyuk and other CNBlue boys – Hyungsoonim! Wae? How about our hyung?
Jungshin – Hyunsoonim, do I guess we’ll start practicing from dawn to dusk now because hyung has a lot of time
Jonghyun- Hyungsoonim, you’re free of pain, right? So it’s okay..
With Jinwoon, when they MCed together in Music core-my password will always be SeoHyun
Post it notes scattered on the wall
Thunder-I haven’t had a chance to chat with you yet, and now….
Kyung Hoon- I’m going to miss you
Junsu-you will always make my heart flutter, I’ll serenade you…
Key-we have not passed the awkwardness stage yet
Seungri- I haven’t got the chance to receive chocolates from you yet
From SNSD manager- You will always be my favorite girl in your group Seohyun-ah
And many other notes he can’t read because his eyes are blurry with tears. He saw the collection of pictures as he move in, pictures of them together. The selca of both of them on the night they first met, pictures of them at the amusement park, at the music store, of them when they took the driver’s test, their fishing trip, at the backstage before they sang their duet song and their pictures in the horror special of wgm… that and more… He can see the pictures of him on the last day they were together at that island, of him swimming, him laughing, cooking and him having the time of his life. The last photo was of him sleeping on that mattress, under the blanket, he has a small smile plastered on his face, not knowing what will happen the next day.
He looked at the picture that is framed on the table, with candles in front, her eyes are glowing, and her smile so lovely that he can’t believe she’s dead. He took the picture and hugged it close to his heart, a letter came in view as he does so, he saw his name on it, so he opened it
My only Yong,
I had Brain Cancer. When I first learned about it I cried a lot. I blamed God and asked him why me? of all those criminals in the world, why me? But as time goes by I learned to accept the fact that I’m dying, and lived my life at the fullest. The days we were together were the happiest days of my life, I’ve learned to love and be loved. But when my sickness has got the better of me, and I can’t pretend to be healthy anymore I had to decide for your own good, for you to not be hurt. I’m sorry if I did not inform you earlier. It’s just that I don’t want you seeing me suffer. I want you to remember me lively and have a ready smile for everyone not the me who’s body is sick and in pain. But please always remember that you are the only man in my life and I love so much more than myself. Live well and be happy.
Love you always,
Hyun
Yonghwa’s tears are uncontrollable; he felt his knees became weak and his chest going to explode. He screamed in anguish. “Why Hyun?! I could have been there beside you. We could’ve fought that disease together!”
His members helped him stood up, Minhyuk patted his back. “We’re here hyung, for you, you can do it”
He looked at them with eyes full of misery “Is this the reason why you were sad and quiet the last 2 days ago?” he asked his members
”Yes, we were invited here two days ago, all of us but you. You were informed last. We were in a dilemma on how to inform you but we were instructed not to so we kept quiet.” Jonghyun said teary eyed
“I’m sorry Hyung.” Jungshin said while looking on the ground “But Hyungsoonim instructed us in letters to do what we did, she even specified that she doesn’t want her wake to be sad, she prepared all of this for you hyung. She loves you”
Yonghwa leaned on his members for support as he gathered all his strength to stand on his own and touched Hyuns urn.
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you made me cry.
ReplyDeleteomigosh!
this is SOOO sad~~
Yong~~ be strong!
O_ o my god ! fantasy 100% but i don't like sad storys >,< !!! God joob ! ♥
ReplyDeletei rather don't like the story:
ReplyDeletefirst, it's impossible hyun asks the kiss firt.. she's a polite girl..
second, they're definitely impossible made love -__- aigoo..
third, she doesn't have aby diseas like that,, her brain is brilliant..no no way !
i don't want it to be true :(
edit :
ReplyDeletekiss first*
have any* disease*