Black Room Interview

Ep 32

PD: We can see that you really had fun during your trip in Japan. Yonghwa said that you like it when his fringe is down but we reviewed all our clips, we were not able to capture it.

Hyun: Ah! De, I did tell him that, but outside WGM, we were not filming. (Suppressed smile a smile)

Yong: We were not filming, it was from one of our talks over the phone

PD: What were you thinking when she loosens her hair for you?

Yong: (laughed shyly) It was like in those movies, like she did it in slow motion. And the only thing I can do is look at her in awe. I liked it (chuckled to cover his shyness)

Hyun: It was on instinct. I suddenly felt like pleasing him. That was why I did that. (Face blooming)

PD: Where are you taking her? (to Yonghwa)

Yong: There’s a temple, where bulletin boards are everywhere. I heard that the temple is famous for dorming ties for couples (a shy smile full of meaning spreads his face) So it’s really a meaningful place, so… (looks down shyly)

PD: Where did you think Yonghwa would take you? (to Seohyun)

Hyun: I am not really familiar with the place so I was just relying on Yong Nampyeon. I was not expecting him to know such a place and I am really glad that he has chosen such a meaningful place for us to go

PD: You were a bit awkward when you chose the tablets with a pink flower on it

Hyun: (laughed) Yes it was awkward, I don’t know if fate was toying with us at that moment. I chose the one for married couple, who is wishing for a healthy baby and safe labor, otoke?! (fanned her flushed face) It’s a good thing he maintained a straight face or else I would be so embarrassed

Yong: (let out a mischievous smile) It’s such a coincidence! How could we wish a healthy baby and safe delivery?! We decided to write on a tablet with a horse on it. It has good meaning, I wish our relationship to grow and last for a long time (he said seriously after a hearty laugh)

PD: You chose the one for good affinity?

Hyun: (nodded) De, I wish our relationship would blossom and last for a very long time! ( spreads her arms to indicate her point)

PD: Why were you shocked when the door opened by itself?

Yong: I was actually reaching out to open it myself, when it opened automatically. (laughed at his own silliness)

Hyun: I was actually surprised myself, I was not expecting it to automatically open basing on its appearance. (laughed) Who would’ve thought

Pd: How did you find the place?

Yong: The place is a bit old when you look at its appearance outside, but the interior is amazing

Hyun: I was in awe. The garden outside our porch is beyond beautiful.

PD: You had fun taking those Selcas during dinner

Yong: De, I usually play like that with my CNBLUE dongsaengs.

Hyun: De, we took a lot of pictures, it was really fun (smiles)

PD: CNBLUE is quiet popular in Japan

Yong: (shy) De, thanks to You’re beautiful.

Hyun: De, I’m proud of him, even the owner’s granddaughter is their fan (smiles) They’re our sunbaes in the Japan market so… (Nods)

PD: It’s the first time that you suggested to drink alcohol

Yong: (smiles) It was still early, it’s a given to drink late at night, out-of-town with friends/ GF/family, so I suggested it. But I was not going to let her drink alcohol, I promised not to put dirt on her.

PD: We knew you don’t like drinking alcohol, what made you agree?

Hyun: I was surprised at first, and I have to think twice. But I trust Yong Oppa. So I agreed, and I was not mistaken, he ordered non-alcoholic drink for me. I’m glad

PD: So was that the reason why you initiated skinship?

Hyun: (chuckles shyly) I was actually thinking of how to initiate skinship the moment I laid my eyes on him in Japan but I don’t know how and where to start. I need a good timing. (Sighed) Tiffany unnie said I should put my arms around his waist. Taeyeon unnie told me to just grab his hand and walk as if it’s normal. But I can’t just do that!(her cheeks flushed) I tried little skinship here and there first, until the right moment came, I just hooked my arms on his and never let go (she felt her burning cheeks) But I have no regrets in doing that. It felt good (sighed) walking like that in the middle of the night, it made me think, ah.. we really are a couple. (her eyes sparkled)

PD: You look stiff

Yong: (laughed shyly) I know. I was surprised with the sudden act that I became stiff, my heart was thumping hard at that moment. (laughs) Rather than linking arms like this (gesturing a stiff arm linking) A man should put his hand on his pocket and a woman links her arm with his. After the initial shock I readjusted my arm, and put my hand on my pocket. Isn’t that cool? That’s a Busan namja style.

CUPID (Finale)

Its 20 minutes passed midnight, Yonghwa looked around at the almost empty park confused, he felt his head, trying to jug memory but failed. He has been in that park for over 30 minutes and he still does not remember a thing. Frustrated, he walk at the nearby train station, an odd feeling has been going around his stomach, aside from his lost memory, he knew he has to search something but he can’t point a finger on it.

As he wander around the train station, the woman that passed him by dropped her wallet, he hurriedly pick it up and chased her.

“Excuse me miss” she turned as he called her “I think this belongs to you” he said as he handed the wallet to her

“OMO! Thank you!” she bowed to him “I don’t know what to do if I lose it.” She said grateful, she studied the young man in front of him, he looks like early 20’s to her “I’m Ji Hyun. You?” she extends a handshake

While reaching out for her hand, his forehead creased, he felt the name has an odd familiarity in it “I’m…” he tries to remember his name “I don’t know, I can’t remember a thing” he informed

Shocked and concerned she answered “Look, I’m in a rush right now for my work, can you tag along?” she asked

Without much choice, he nodded a small smile spread on his handsome face “You’re the only one I know as of the moment.”

She nodded and led the way to a convenience store nearby. She rushed to change for her uniform after she instructed him to sit and wait for a while.

While working, she chatted with him, she gave him the address of the nearest police station “Go there, it seems like you have a loved one who might report that you’re missing.” She said pointing at his ring

He looked at the ring and for some reason, his confused mind went at ease while staring at it. A smile adorned his face “Yeah, you’re right” he stood and left after thanking her

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“I’ve already uploaded your picture and descriptions in our data list, it is visible all over Korea now. Don’t worry too much.” He tapped his shoulder.

Yonghwa studied the man and on instinct he asked suddenly “Do you have a wife?”

The policeman laughed, slightly surprised but answered “I have none” he wagged his ring less hands

“Girlfriend?” Yonghwa asked again, somehow he felt that this guy and the girl earlier are meant for each other. He can’t explain it even to himself but the strong feeling made him ask questions unknowingly.

Officer Jungsoo shook his head “Let’s have a bite. It seems like you’re hungry” he put his arm on Yonghwa’s shoulder and dragged him outside the police station

“I knew a girl earlier, she was the one who gave me directions. I think we can eat there” Yonghwa suggested. He wanted them to meet, his instincts told him they’d like each other. The officer agreed.

Yonghwa pushed the glass door and greeted Ji Hyun. He introduced the two and as expected, their sexual tension is too strong he felt it through the air, they are attracted to each other. He felt a sense of fulfillment as he saw them smile shyly and in a little while they became at ease and chatted, exchanged numbers and promised to keep in contact.

--

SME has been busy preparing for a press conference. They called all the major TV stations in Korea and invited reporters.

Seohyun was pacing around the waiting room anxiously while her unnies console her. But contrary to what they assumed, she is not worried about the press conference, her mind is wandering to where Yonghwa is. She is worried of what might have happened to him. “Yong” she called loudly while looking up. She saw her unnies shared a confused look. “Yong!” she tried again but nothing happened “Maybe he doesn’t want to appear in front of my unnies” she appeased herself and looked at each of them directly to their eyes. She needs to be honest, they need to know. She contemplated the thought for several minutes until she decided to tell them.

“Unnie” she started “Do you believe in magic?” she saw them smile as though they were trying to tolerate her silliness

“Seohyun-ah” Taeyeon ran her fingers through her hair “This is not the time for talking about magic or fairy tales” she said tenderly

“No, this is the time. I need to know if you believe in those kinds of things” she told them, she saw some shook their heads “I’m not going nuts unnie, it’s true.”

“Well maybe I do” Hyoyeon said “I used to be, until I realized magic doesn’t exist” her unnies nodded in agreement

“Fair enough, I used to be like that.” Seohyun answered “Until Yonghwa came along” she finished

“Oh, I get it!” Tiffany clapped her hands “The magic of love”

“Oh that.” Yuri exclaimed “Yeah love is like magic” she smiled dreamily

“Well, that and more. Yonghwa is a Cupid, he was sent for me. He was assigned to find me a perfect pair” she told them

She heard them chuckled thinking that she was kidding them, but as they look at her serious face it started to cease

“Chungmal?!” Yoona exclaimed her eyes bulging in disbelief. Seohyun nodded and she saw them in awe

“I’m going to call him, so please brace yourselves” she stood and started calling his name “Yong! Yong Oppa! It’s alright to show yourself, I already told my unnies about you. Oppa!” she yelled

A swirl of pink light came in view to her unnies’ astonishment, but who came in view was not the one expected. Seohyun gave her a confused look “Where is Yonghwa oppa?” she asked frantically

Cupid Shin Hye sighed and studied each faces before she answered “Don’t worry, Yonghwa oppa is fine.”

“So what exactly did you do to him?” she asked again now in the verge of panic

“The elders has come to the consensus that Yonghwa has lost his way, so they’ve sent him to the path towards following his destiny”

“You know what this Cupid speech is not really working for me, I need straight answers” Seohyun said in a controlled voice. This is what she feared the most

“They erased his memory, placed him back on Earth as a mortal, somewhere you’ll never find him.” Shin Hye informed. Seohyun froze, she felt like crying but no tears fell from her eyes, it was as if her tear ducts went dry.

“What?! He doesn’t remember anything? He doesn’t remember Seohyun?!” Hyoyeon reacted

“Not even being a Cupid” Shin Hye gave them a regretful look

“That’s crazy! You don’t have the right to wipe out someone’s mind, an entire life, my life!” Seohyun said her tears started to fall as soon as she found her voice. Frustration, worry and anger all came in full force

“Yonghwa is not just someone, Seohyun, he’s a Cupid and he has responsibilities. He knew what it entails” Shin Hye tried to make them understand

“Yes, but he also chose to love me! And I know he won’t abandon me just like that if he had a choice” she answered, she wanted to control her anger but to her surprise she found it hard.

“Look, this is not an easy decision for us, we love Yonghwa in our world as much as you love him here.” Shin Hye remained diplomatic albeit her outburst “He was not killed or recycled, I hope you can take comfort in that”

“Wait, you just erased the memory of the love of my life and you want me to take comfort with what?! You have a lot of nerve lady.” She felt her head pounded with the rise of her temper. Her hand flew to her nape, she closed her eyes and breathe in and out to calm herself.

“Don’t lose hope” She said and disappeared. Her unnies might have been awed if they witnessed it without their present dilemma.

“There must be something we can do to find him!” Sooyoong said as soon as she’s gone

“But how? What if they don’t want him to be found?” Jessica answered

“She did not say that, she said it’s up to him. There must be a chance for them to be together” Sunny stood and paced

Seohyun sat on the nearby chair, her knees felt weak. She put her hands on her face and sighed deeply “Yong oppa” she whispered

“But first, there’s…..” Taeyeon’s sentence was cut short because their manager oppa called them out, the press conference is about to start.

They stood up and guided the still dazed Seohyun and gave her their support. “We’re here Seohyun-ah, don’t worry.”

Seohyun should be the only one in the press conference but her unnies insisted on coming with her. As soon as the door flung open the blinding lights from the cameras flashed on them. As if awoken by the flashes, Seohyun blinked and bowed lightly before she sat on the seat reserved for her.

--

Yonghwa gave way for Ji Hyun and Jungsoo to know each other well. He sat on the counter and stuffed himself with food when a man sat one seat away from him. “I see you’re a natural” CC Jake started, disguised as mortal

He looked at him in confusion “Me?” he pointed himself.

CC Jake nodded “Yeah, a natural match maker” he pointed the two.

Yonghwa nodded in understanding “Yeah, it’s strange but it seems rather familiar.”

“I heard you’d lost your memory. You must be a match maker by profession. Maybe you are someone who has a sense of purpose, someone who spreads love all over the Earth” CC Jake said naturally “If you want you can join us”

“Us?” Yonghwa asked now confused

“Yeah, a match makers organization” he informed

Yongwa’s eyes flew at the TV placed high above the corner of the convenience store when the drama that was airing earlier was interrupted by breaking news, he saw 9 beautiful girls entered the hall. But his eyes are glued to only one. Her beautiful face shows a lot of emotions; fear, sadness, frustration and love. As soon as she sat, the camera zoomed to her face, Yonghwa looked at her misty eyes, he felt her eyes are oddly familiar and it seems like she was looking at him, conveying a message to him. His heart started to flutter uncontrollably. “She’s so beautiful” he said now CC Jake was fully ignored.

Yonghwa saw clips of her holding a man’s hand, they made the man’s face blur for his privacy they said. He looked at her beaming face on the picture, it seems like she was having fun with whoever was in the picture with her. Her eyes sparkled and her face slightly flushed, a bright smile adorned her face.

--

Seohyun bowed before she sat and started to say the script that was given to her by SME. She conceals her emotions for the camera.

“Hello everyone, thank you for sacrificing your hours of sleep just to come here.” She bowed “I’m really sorry for the chaos I’d caused” she sighed and continued “T-the guy I am with, in that picture is my c-cousin” she tried hard not to stutter but failed, she is not a good liar to start with. She felt the lump on her throat thickened as she saw pictures of her and Yonghwa who was intentionally made blur walking in the amusement park happily. Her tears started to form “We went there b-because h-he is going away f-for a…” she swallowed hard to control her tears “For a while s-so…” she lowered her head, tears are falling uncontrollably now, as she weeps, her gasps and cry are all that can be heard in that hall. Seohyun felt her unnie tapped her back and consoled her. She wiped her tars and looked straight to the camera with determined eyes. She looked at her unnies as if asking for a go signal, when she saw them nod, she looked at their manager oppas apologetically.

She sighed and cleared her throat “First I would like to apologize to SME for doing this, to our fans and to our manager oppas, I’m really sorry to disappoint you. This is the first scandal that I have and it pains me to see all of you affected by it. I’m really grateful for all your support but…” she paused “I don’t want to lie, to myself and to you guys who are supporting us. All I want is to be happy, we are all in titled to be in love at this age and it saddens me that we, idols, can’t freely express our love.” She looked at the shocked faces of the press people and her manager oppa “That guy is Yonghwa, my boyfriend. If you can’t accept the truth behind this matter, I am really sorry, but I won’t have a choice but to quit SNSD.” As they heard her last sentence media men swarmed and took photos of her. Even her unnies were shocked of her boldness, they did not expect her to say the Q word “I’m happy being with my unnies and being able to perform on stage for you guys but with these restrictions I don’t know if I or we can truly be happy.” Her eyes sparkled dreamily as she continued “I was really happy being with him. I felt free, no pretentions, no restrictions. I was just being myself, he loves me for being me and not the stereotypical idol image. I’d choose him over my career if needed. If you can’t accept my having a boyfriend, then I would happily leave the group, if you can, I’d be forever grateful and I’ll do my very best at anything.” She stood and bowed 90 degrees before she left.

--

As Yonghwa heard his name mentioned something in his memory jugged and he look at the girl on TV intently, his heart beating fast, his palms started to sweat as he listens to her speech. Memories of her started to flash in his mind. From the day they first met until the day in the amusement park. His heart throbs for her. He wiped the tears from his face and hurriedly asked Jungsoo to drive him to the train station. With urgency, he explained that he remembered something and that he needs t be in Seoul.

“There’s no need for that” CC Jake interrupted them, Yonghwa looked at him in surprise, he has forgotten all about him. “I’ll take you there” he offered

Yonghwa thanked his new friends and went away with CC Jake “I can see that you’ve chosen her” he said while they find a safe spot

“I can’t help it. I really love her.” he answered solemnly “I’m sorry” he apologised

“I want you to know that both of you passed the test and you have two choices. To remain as mortal and live on Earth, or to live as Cupids in our world. Either way, we will honor your decision” he said, they disappeared from that alley

Yonghwa was left alone by CC Jake inside the men’s comfort room. He can hear someone yelled Seohyun’s name. He went out hurriedly, just in time that Seohyun was fast approaching, with her face down, she hardly noticed him until he called “Hyun” he said his voice louder than a whisper as she walk passed him

Seohyun’s eyes lifted up suddenly and stopped her pace, she turned her head slowly, expectantly “Oppa? Yong Oppa?!” she stepped closer to him and hugged him tightly oblivious of the cameras that are around them.

Yonghwa hugged her tightly in return, he kissed her hair lightly “It’s okay Hyun-ah. I’m here now” he whispered as she cried on his shoulder

“I was so scared.” She sobbed

“It’s okay, it’s over now” he said “But there’s something important we need to talk about after this” He took her hand and guided her to their waiting room. Her unnies followed through.

Yonghwa acknowledged his sisters-in-law before he faced Seohyun and started to talk “Hyun, they said we passed the test. We have to chose though, whether to stay mortal and live here on Earth or to become Cupid, you’ll be converted into one of us, and live in our world” he cupped her face and looked at her lovingly

Seohyun looked at her unnies, they too were all confused, they don’t want to lose Seohyun but they don’t want to steal her from her happiness too.

“How about my family?” she stated

“We can visit them f course” Yonghwa answered “And them too” he motioned to her unnies

“What if I wanted to stay here as mortal?” she asked

“Then I’ll be mortal too. Live my life with you, find job” he squared his shoulders “Either way, we would still be together, our happy ever after.”

Seohyun beamed “I suppose it will depend on our fans. Whether they can accept us or not. If they do, we’ll stay mortal and I’ll continue SNSD.”

“If that happens, maybe I’ll put up a rock band, since I can play the guitar and sing” he chuckled

“But if they can’t, then we’ll go to your world” Seohyun answered, she cupped Yonghwa’s face and stared on it lovingly, she planted a soft kiss on his nose. “Komawo oppa. Saranghae.”

“Saranghae Hyun” Yonghwa locked her in a tight embrace

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Who says all is fair in love? You fell first, you shoulder the burden. It should be easy after all she knows him real well. She knows his weaknesses and strengths but how come she had not scored a bit since planning stage?

--

Months after they were virtually married she can say he knew him well. His perks, quirkiness, likes and dislikes. She has been attentive when it comes to him, she knew his schedules well and monitors it every time she gets. She has admitted long ago to herself and to her unnies that she likes him. And she is doing a good job concealing her feelings, just like her unnies suggested, at least until the right time comes.

But when is the right time? She has been asking herself that same question as she lay down on her bed to sleep. Hyoyeon said to wait for signs that he likes her back, it has been months but he has been the same. He has been taking care of her on-screen as his wife but when the cameras are out, she’s back to dongsaeng status, his new found best friend, that’s what she called her. And being one, she has the liberty to know what and who interests him. Hearing those from him, she felt her heart was crushed by an elephant, stomped to pieces but she have to endure it, putting a smile on her face as he animatedly talks about his crush. What made her sane is the fact that he can’t date anyone, not until he was virtually married to her.

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It’s late at night, they just arrived from their aquarium date and their recording was about to end, Yonghwa started hovering around her while she was busy making an apple milk shake. “I heard you’re having fun going to school, you even shook hands with male students” he pried, he has been meaning to ask her that since this morning but he was too busy covering up his fear of goldfish to ask, he doesn’t want to look foolish in front of her and their fans.

She shook her head, she knew this was coming, to Yongseo fans, this might be shown as his jealous streak and how she wished it’s because of that but the truth is, he is just an over protective oppa “They’re fans oppa. You even hugged one. You told me I can do that once in a while, right?” she chuckled. They have been really close and called each other in and out of filming.

He gave her a contented smirk “You’re right. It’s good that you listen to your nampyeon.” he pats her shoulder and sat on their sofa. Seohyun sat beside him and they talked about how great their day was.

That ended their shoot. As the crews and their manager are busy packing up, they went out to their Avatar inspired balcony. With Yonghwa’s hands on his pocket and hers crossed across her chest, they stood there in a comfortable silence. The night breeze toyed with their hair, she heard him inhaled deeply, filling his lungs with fresh air, his eyes closed. “I heard Jinwoon is courting you” he broke the silence

Her heart beat faster as she stared at his handsome profile “Oppa, why are you so protective of me?” she said without answering his question “That it seemed like your jealous” she wanted to add but kept it to herself. It was the question she has been meaning to ask but is too shy to do so.

He opened his eyes and looked at her endearingly “Because you’re my friend. I want the best for you. I want you to be happy” he took the hair that is covering her face due to the wind and tacked it behind her ear

Seohyun sighed when he did that, “What kind of girl can resist not falling in love with this guy?” She thought “Do you know what’s good for me and what can make me happy?” the question came deep within her heart. She felt like crying. If only he knew.

“I’ll know it when it comes” he shrugged and wrapped his arm around her shoulder

“You won’t” she answered “You don’t even know how good it feels to be this close to you” she thought, tempted to lean her head on his shoulder

“Don’t be so sure” he said confidently a smirk on his lips

“But I’m sure” she retorted, her voice louder than a whisper

He faced her and touched her chin “Then tell me. I’ll find it anywhere for you. I want to make you happy”

“Then make me” she wanted to regret what she just said but when he replied she realized he did not get what she really meant

He snapped his fingers in front of her face and said “Okay, give me a list of everything you want in a guy.”

“Aigoo..” she was prepared to confess her feelings. How could someone as worldly as him be so clueless?

“What?” he nudges her “Just not Superman, he’s taken”

She let a fake laugh but obliged “I want someone with a good sense of humor”

“It’s good” he nodded, started counting with his little finger “What else?”

“Responsible and sensitive of my needs and is easy to be with. I want someone who doesn’t burden me, appreciate my talents, loyal and faithful” she enumerated

“It seems like I’m the one you’re looking for.” He was obviously joking but she felt herself blush

“I said loyal and faithful” she whined

“I’m loyal.” He cocked his head

“Faithful?” She was talking about his crushes, there are many of them, but is it considered being unfaithful? She wondered

“I just haven’t met a girl that can make me faithful” he said putting up an aegyo

She pouted “And of course, I want him to have a good personality. He doesn’t have to be princely handsome, but good looking enough for me to not be scared when I wake up in the morning with him by my side” she joked. Yonghwa is handsome and hot, no doubt about that, but in the industry that they’re in, she saw idols more handsome and buff than him, but even with that, they don’t interest her.

“That’s me alright!” he answered sheepishly

“Thick skinned!” she hit his shoulder lightly and crossed her arms across her chest while looking away, trying to hide her flushed face “I want someone who can keep promises” she heard him clear his throat, his thumb pointed at him “Humble” she said her right brow slightly raised

“You know I only brag when it’s true. And you know it” he retorted

“You’re like selling yourself to me” she whined at him “you don’t have to” her heart answered

He sighed “Hyun, the reason behind why you can’t find a boyfriend is because you are looking for someone like me but I’m the only one in this world. It seems like you’ll end up becoming a spinster!” he joked

“I am not looking for someone like you!” she whined “How clueless can you get?” she thought her patience getting thin

“I thought you’re type is someone nerdy, not those nerdy looking guys but those intelligent guys” he said, he stopped joking when he sensed Hyun’s temper

“That’s what you thought” she smiled “That’s what you get for being highly opinionated; you feel that you knew all about me”

“Why? Is there something I don’t know?!” he grabbed her shoulders and stared at her in disbelief

“Of course! You don’t know a lot” she answered

“You want to share?” he asked with those puppy eyes “What are those?”

She looked down and she saw her manager oppa and his manager hyung sitting on the garden set waiting for them. Both have become close friends because of them. “It’s getting late, oppa. We should go. Our managers are waiting for us”

His eyes grew big as he heard what she said “You’re keeping a secret from me?!” he looked surprised

She shrugged “All people have secrets”

“I don’t have secrets now that you don’t know!” he said. He trusted her completely; he told her his secrets from being mischievous in school to the number of girlfriends, his first kiss and his crushes.

“Well a girl is always entitled to keep a secret or two” she squared her shoulders

“But not from me. I’m your best friend. You can hide secrets from your parents but not to me.” he whined

“Oppa! You might be my only best guy friend but definitely not my only best friend. I have 8 best friends oppa. And where did you get that reason?” she asked slightly amused of how ridiculous his reason is. So far she has no secrets that her mom doesn’t know.

“Don’t change the subject. I want to know.” He insisted

“I can’t tell you. It will complicate things” she answered back

“In what way?” he asked confused

“I just can’t. I’m sorry.” She looked down. He held her chin and looked straight to her eyes. He just looked at her as if trying to read her mind. She had to look away lest her eyes revealed everything.

Then he sighed “Maybe I should leave.” He said, took his hand from her chin.

It just occurred to her that they have been standing there for a while now. They were so close they could be lovers.

She walked with him to the door when she heard him say “Maybe I don’t really have to know. It’s probably better this way.”

He was long gone, and now she is sitting inside SNSD’s van thinking deeply to herself. Does he know? Was it just her imagination that he read what was in her mind?

“Hey!” Hyoyeon said “What happened?” she asked. Seohyun looked around. She in her room but it seems unclear how she got there. “You just went inside our dorm and went straight here like a zombie. What happened?” she asked again

“I think he knew and he doesn’t like it” she said in whisper, keeping her tears from falling

“What do you mean?” Hyo asked her voice slightly alarmed

She told her what happened “He was in his playful self earlier but all of a sudden he left. It only means one thing. He read my mind. It’s possible; it explains those instances where he knows what I want without even telling him or vice versa. He can guess it. Maybe that’s what happened earlier and he doesn’t like it” she finished, her voice slightly trembled with emotions that were kept inside “It only means he don’t have feelings for me. He just sees me as his friend. He wants it to remain that way. Maybe I just have to leave him alone.” She continued

“But you love him. He couldn’t find any other woman like you” Hyo stroked her hair, she can feel her pain “You can’t give up. Just like that.” she continued

“No, I should. I can and I will” she convinced herself “But how?” she thought

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It has been two days after that incident, two days of not talking to each other on the phone. And their first encounter after that.

Backstage, before rehearsals for Inkigayo, Yonghwa stormed inside SNSD’s waiting room. The busy and noisy room became silent as they saw him. His eyes searched and landed on Seohyun who was seated in front of a mirror, a stylist donning her hair. Their eyes met on the mirror. He put his hands on her shoulder and guided her to stand up and face him, not caring of the curious and excited glances from all people inside the room.

“Hyun” he started, his eyes looked at her lovingly “I purposely did not contact you after that night, I wanted to think clearly.” He sighed before he continued “The other night, I was so confused and afraid because of the look on your face. I had to leave. I had to run. But I realized I have been running away for too long. I was in denial for so long, but the truth caught up with me. That night was a revelation; I don’t want to accept it that’s why I ran away. I got drunk but after I woke up, the truth still remained and I don’t know how to confess my feeling for you.”

Upon hearing those she felt her heart is going to explode. It could hardly contain all the joy and happiness his confession caused

“You see, I don’t want to think that I love you, coz I don’t want to lose you. I don’t want to change our friendship. Maybe subconsciously, I told myself to not court you, that you are off limits because if I’ll do that, I’ll lose you.” He continued

Her eyes were misty but her lips are hanging on her ears.

“Just imagine how I felt when I thought you don’t love me. Do you have any idea how difficult it was? So I hope you understand that I denied my feelings even to myself” he said now smiling

“Rest assured that I understand. Because of your denial, I thought you can’t really love me. Imagine the misery.” She pouted at him

He smiled “Sorry, but it’s all over now. We’re still friends, but we’re definitely lovers, and let’s keep it that way”

“I have been dreaming of this moment for months” she sighed and looked around. It’s the first time she noticed all her unnies, their stylists and their manager oppas looking at them, like they’re watching their favorite kdrama, big smile adorned each faces. “Well not exactly this. I dreamed this moment to be just the two of us”

She heard them chuckled, someone started the chant which was joined by others “Kiss! Kiss! Kiss!”

They laughed, he kissed her forehead and hugged each other tightly. “It feels good” Seohyun said in a whisper that only Yonghwa can hear.

Yonghwa smiled and kissed the top of her hair “Yes it does. Now I can tell you how I feel honestly”

“Now I can tell how good looking you are and takes care of you without fearing you might be able to read between the lines.” She answered

“Because we’ve crossed the line, that friendship line and the line that keep us between reel and real” Yonghwa added

They heard squeals and aws. Their audiences are having the time of their life watching them but they don’t care, they’re too happy to care.

St. Seohyun

The finale of Cupid is half done but I'm now enjoying making one-shots. it's more fun and less burden. kekeke..

I don't know if YongSeo is in character here but nevertheless, I hope you'll enjoy reading this as much as I enjoyed making it.

Please leave some love!!!

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Seohyun has been popular with guys ever since debut, everyone knew it. But because she is the timid innocent maknae of SNSD and is well known to favor gogumas over boys, no one had the courage to pursue her.

A few months after Seohyun entered the program We Got Married, boys swarmed in their apartment hoping to catch her heart, 3 boys in particular. It seems like WGM gave them a sign that she is now open for a relationship, which is partly true. She is ready for a relationship, only if that guy is Jung Yonghwa, her virtual husband.

A little after 9 pm after their respective schedule is done for that day, Seohyun’s phone rang. She answered on the first ring, she knew who the caller is without looking at the caller ID, he has an assigned ring tone, Love light. “I was about to call you Yong” she said a smile adorned her face

Yonghwa chuckled softly on the other end “You’ve thought of me? Wow, thank you!” he answered

“Dangyunhaji!” she answered while her insides did a summersault, a smile didn’t leave her face as it felt warmer

“I heard Minho visited you again” he pried, one eyebrow slightly raised albeit the humor on his voice

“Aigoo, just let him be.” she chuckled slightly, giddy of the fact that Yonghwa seems jealous, but he might say he’s joking if she asks him, right? It’s always been a joke to him, she sighed.

“Why are you defending him? Is he your crush?” he joked albeit being jealous. He can’t help it to be jealous although he perfectly know he has no right to, she’s just a virtual wife.

“Wae? I don’t have plans in having a boyfriend yet” she said in between chuckles, upon hearing those, his heart skipped a beat “you know very well that I only have 1 crush in the whole wide world.” She tried teasing him

“Who?! Johnny Dept?” he answered playfully

“Not a Hollywood actor” she said, Yonghwa can hear the humor in her voiced which he liked so much and took pride off, mainly because he is the only guy that Seohyun can joke around. He has been monitoring all her shows from way back to present that he can confidently say that he is the only guy Seo Joo Hyun is not awkward with, at least not at the present.

“Hmmnnn, Jung Yonghwa?!” he joked that made Seohyun laugh loudly, he can imagine her covering her mouth as she did

“Is he handsome? That Jung Yonghwa?” she responded playfully

“Super!” He laughed “You’re in your dorm right?” he asked and after she affirmed “I’ll be there in a 30 minutes max, see you later.” they said their goodbyes and ended the call, he changed his clothes to decent ones and hurriedly drove his way to their dorm

Seohyun ransacked her closet and changed her clothes, put on a little make-up with the help of her ever so reliable Hyoyeon unnie.

Excitedly, she went out of their room and slumped on the living room floor, waiting silently. While the rest of her unnies watch TV.

But before Yonghwa arrived, Jinwoon arrived, a vegetable pizza as big as their round table on hand. Her unnies giggled as they saw him and gave Seohyun a teasing look. But before they decided to leave them alone in the living room, the doorbell rang and was surprised to see Minho, carrying with him a basket full of flowers.

Seohyun watched her unnies getting excited as some of them served her visitors refreshments. After a few minutes they heard another doorbell and were more surprised to see Kyuhyun walking behind Yuri who opened the door “Yah, uri Seohyun is popular nowadays” she smiled, her eyes sparkling.

She squirmed on her seat as Kyuhyun handed her 3 boxes of chocolates. She felt flattered and happy to be showered with attention from opposite sex, although she has no plan in accepting any one of them

“What if, I’ll just refuse these three now?” She thought. She didn’t know what to do, she looked at the three of them who are now sitting on their sofa, they are on her line of sight, and she looked at their handsome face one by one in panic, they seem to be uncomfortable too, but she can also sense determination in their eyes. Seohyun felt at lost, she can only entertain one suitor at a time, she can’t believe all 3 of them are here at the same time and worse, Yonghwa might be here in a little while.

Now she regret on listening to her unnies’ advice of accepting suitors though she knew and they knew as well that she can’t love them coz someone already owns her heart. They said to leave her options open and so she did and look what it got her. She heaves a sigh.

And so after a little while, they heard another doorbell. He Jessica unnie beat her to the door, her face full of excitement “Who could this be?” she said in a sing-sang tone “Omo, Jung- Seobang! Come in!” she said loudly, Seohyun perfectly knows her unnies are enjoying her misery.

The 3 people on the couch looked at each other as they heard Yonghwa’s name.

Yonghwa walked inside and was surprised with what he saw in the living room. “Was there a holy mass earlier?” Yonghwa voiced

Seohyun looked at him in confusion “Ani, wae?” she asked

“Why is it that there are many offerings? Is there a relic that came in your dorm?” he added

Now she realized he was being sarcastic, especially when he complained about the chair.

She stood up and offered her chair to him “You sit here then”

“Okay. You can sit on my lap then” he half joked, a little pissed

Seohyun chuckled “Michin-yo?! Wait, I’ll go get a chair” she said but was interrupted when Yoona swerved a seat to Yonghwa

“Omo! Thank you sister-in-law! It seems like you have a box office show here in your dorm” Yonghwa said with a smile that doesn’t reach the eye

Yoona went back to the nearby room after giving him a smile as if nothing happened, Seohyun can only shake her head of her unnies’ silliness, and obviously they don’t plan in concealing their eavesdropping.

Yonghwa pulled his chair closer to hers and looked at the 3 now uneasy people “Annyeong! What’s in here in Seohyun dorm that you three are here?” he mused at them

Kyuhyun smirks “The same reasons as you do” he answered

Yonghwa’s eyes bulged “You came here to eat too?” he feigned innocence

Seohyun laughed and slapped his shoulder lightly “Stop it!” she whined. Although Seohyun knows they knew each other, it didn’t keep her from introducing them again.

Kyuhyun stood and said “Seohyunie, I’ll come back another time.” he looked at Yonghwa as he did

Yonghwa stood and offered a shake hands “Take care and good night!” he said, Kyuhyun just nodded at him, he was followed by Minho a little later.

“I heard your dorm in far from her Jinwoon-ssi.” He said, jealousy now showing in his voice

Jinwoon looked at him straight to the eyes “As far as I knew, no one still owns Seohyun” he answered back bravely

Yonghwa’s eyes sharpened as he heard his reply “Of course! No one owned her, she’s human. Does she look like a car to you?”

Jinwoon inhaled sharply, he looked at Seohyun and bid goodbye but not after giving Yonghwa the look.

As soon as her last suitor went out Seohyun closed their distance and said “Why were you so sarcastic and mean? They are good people!” she mused, her arms across her chest

“You’re the one who’s mean” Yonghwa replied, he grabbed the untouched glass of water on the table and drank to calm himself

“Why me?” Seohyun pointed to herself in confusion

“Why me? he mocked “What can you call on what you just did? You knew I was coming and you received a visitor and not just one, three!” he held his three fingers in front of her face

“I didn’t know they’d be here” she argued calmly

“You could’ve hide yourself from them” he suggested

“I’m not that kind of person, they came here with good intentions so I should at least face them with gratitude. There’s nothing wrong in visiting me here” she rapped

“Why would they do that? You’re not even sick!” he knew he’s being ridiculous but he can’t help it

“I’m not joking with you” Seohyun’s patience started to drain

“What? You’re getting mad? I should be the one getting mad. I worked hard planting but others will be the one harvesting it?” he rapped back

“What do you mean?” he forehead creased, her tone an octave higher

He calmed down as he saw her getting more upset “Doesn’t matter. We’ll talk after you calmed down” he walked out their door

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Yonghwa knew he was wrong, but his mind was clouded with jealousy as soon as he saw her suitors piling up. And he can’t help himself being mean and sarcastic. He knew Seohyun has her share of suitors and as a guy; he can’t blame them for it. She’s not only beautiful, she’s also smart, humble, and innocent, he can go all night describing her. He is angry because he can’t refrain those guys in pursuing her. He told Jinwoon that no one owns Seohyun because she’s human, not a thing but he felt he owned her. Mainly because he was the reason why Seohyun shines brightly these days, the reason why she seems more open in relationships now than before. He was the one who polished that diamond. And he hates it that someone other than him can get her.

He called her as soon as he got home “You still mad?” he asked s soon as she picked up “I’m sorry”

What can she say? When it comes to Yonghwa her heart just melts. She can’t possibly pretend to not forgive him right? She can’t possibly do that, sad but true. “Why did you call?” she asked instead

“To say I’m sorry” he said

“It’s okay, I’m not mad anymore, but please, next time, please don’t do that to my visitors. They’re good people and it’s my right to receive suitors” She pleaded

“I know and I’m going to do something about it.” He answered determination in his voice

“What do you mean?” Seohyun’s eyebrows met in confusion

“I’m going to remove your rights to receive suitors”

“Huh?” she answered more confused

“Seo Joo Hyun, will you be my girlfriend?” he asked directly

Seohyun’s heart jumped upon hearing his reply. Her cheeks turned into a dark shade of pink. “Aigoo oppa, why is this so sudden and why would I do that?”

Yonghwa took a deep breath and say “Because I love you. I love you Seo Joo Hyun”

She must be dreaming, no, she must have gone crazy and now she’s hallucinating, her head feels light and it seems her feet have wings, she felt like flying

“Please say yes… I’ll explain it to you later but for now you should say yes” he pleaded

“Yah! You’re not asking her, you’re imposing!” she heard Minhyuk’s voice, he must be beside Yonghwa

“Hyung-soo-nim!” she heard Jungshin’s voice on the line “Uri Hyung is in love with you and you’ve got to believe me coz he does this…hhmmmpp” she did not hear the rest of his sentence coz it seems like someone stuffed his mouth with socks

“Saranghae Seo Joo Hyun” Yonghwa again proclaimed

“Na do, Saranghae” Seohyun answered shyly, she fanned her face with her hand

Yonghwa’s heart beats so fast he sure can run a marathon, he let out a wide grin “Yaaaahhhhoooooo!!” he heard Seohyun laughed whole heartedly “wait for me, I’ll come over”

“Again?” she said but a dial tone answered her. She sighed giddily; butterflies are inside her stomach as she thought of him.

In no time she received a message saying he’s outside the door, she hurriedly opened it for him

“I didn’t want to wake your unnies” he said as their eyes met. All emotions that they kept inside are shown.

He held her close; Seohyun buried her face on his chest “Seo Joo Hyun, Saranghae! Thank you for loving me back” he sniffed once and then twice

She looked up on his face “Why are you sniffing me?” she chuckled but confused at the same time

“You smell great! What’s the brand of your bath soap and shampoo?” they have been together in the show yes, but it’s the first time he held her this close.

“Body shop” she answered, amused

But he had an impression that the scent is coming from within her. Maybe that was how good people smelled, just like the Saints his mother told him when he was little. She said they smelled great, always smelled like flowers even after they die.

“You must be a saint, Seo Joo Hyun”

Seohyun Otoke?

This is pure fiction, it doesn't mean that they are what they are in this fiction. i apologize to Sulli's fans, if you find this offensive.

Feedbacks are greatly appreciated. thanks!

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It has been weeks since their last shooting and she has been busy coming to and fro Japan and Korea, she missed her husband dearly so she started monitoring his appearances. Every flip of his fingers to show off their ring brings heartwarming sensation; she smiled foolishly ignoring the curious glances of her Hyoyeon unnie, who is busy whispering sweet nothings to whoever is on the phone with her.

One title caught her attention “Seohyun Otoke?” she read out loud her forehead creased as she clicked to open that particular video. Her eyes grew bigger by the second when she saw a collection of Inkigayo MC cuts in that clip. She smiled as she saw their couple ring sparkled on his ring finger and especially glad when she saw her husband’s charming ways “Aigoo! Why is he so cute” she whispered to herself as playful Yonghwa was saying something irrelevant to her. She just wants to stare on his facial expressions until she notice something, a feminine hand that was placed on his shoulder. Her eyes diverted from Yonghwa to his fellow MC and her dongsaeng, Sulli. Her right eyebrow started to rose “Chakaman, am I just seeing things? Or is she”… Aniya, aniya” she paused the video and started to pace in front of her laptop. She breathe in and out to clear her mind “She’s a good dongsaeng” she whispered to herself, after calming herself she sat back and pressed play, watching the clip from the beginning. With open mind she tried watching every subtle touch, but every time she sees it, her blood pressure rose bits by bits, until her eyes were glued on the screen, giving it her most dangerous stare. “My Yonghwa is doing great, but why can’t she keep her hands to herself?! And why does the PD let him do things like that? Why not let Jokwon oppa do it instead? Aish!” she whispered through gritted teeth. All her resolves were shattered when she heard him sing to Sulli HER SONG “That’s my song!” She stood up furiously and banged her hands on the study table to Hyoyeon’s surprise.

Her chest rise and fall, her nose flaring in contained anger. She saw all his videos being intimate with a woman in a pictorial but she held it in, she is used to bottle up all her emotions and she know she is not the jealous type especially because she knows it is just work, but this is too much for her. She hurriedly grabs her hand phone and with trembling hand pressed 1, his assigned speed dial, but before the call can push through she changed her mind and cancelled it. “Aniya, we’re not even officially dating, I would look foolish if I call him because of it”

She sat on her bed, calming her nerves while looking around her bookshelf. “There must be something in here. On how to handle this kind of situation” she stood and took the lone book that is about love, the one Yonghwa recommended, she scanned the glossary but failed to find what she is looking for, with both palms on her face she shook her head “Otoke Seohyun-ah!” she talked to herself, confused and fidgeting.

With Hyoyeon surprised of her outburst, she ended the call “Jungshin-ah, I’ll call you back arasso? Something came up with uri Seohyun.” Seohyun heard the guy’s name but too busy with her situation to care

She sat beside Seohyun and stroked her hair after she hanged up “What’s the matter Seohyunie? It’s the first time seeing you like this.”

She looked at Hyoyeon with tears brimming her eyes “Unnie, this is the first time I’m this upset that I can’t contain it.” She motioned her hand to her laptop “See for yourself” she said

Hyoyeon watched the clip with suppressed smile “Uri Seohyun is jealous” she told herself “Hmmnnn, well Sulli does know very well how to grab men’s attention. She’s a pro” she added quietly, and when it came to the Love light part she understood completely “No wonder Seohyun is upset” she sighed and sat back beside her “Are you two already dating?” she asked cautiously, slightly glad that she has somewhat calmed down

“Unlike you and Jungshin, which by the way surprised me since I did not know when it happened..” she paused, looked at her with a slight smile “no we’re not dating” she sighed

“Though I think about him a lot and misses him a lot too, but what can I do if he just consider me as his virtual wife?” she thought silently.

Married without even becoming friends, it was awkward, it was very awkward but now it is safe for her to say that they became friends, but she wanted to be more than friends, and that is what makes her head and heart ache.

“So you’re not in a relationship.” Hyoyeon stated a fact

“Yeah” she answered almost a whisper

“But why does it seem like you are disappointed.” Hyoyeon retorted, trying to open her feeling

She was surprised of her observation “Am I that obvious? I hope not!” she thought “Aniyo, I’m not disappointed” she denied “I just…” she stopped unable to continue her reason and looked at Hyoyeon who is scrutinizing her every move, her face blushed. “Don’t know how he feels about me, I don’t know where I stand, coz it seems real, our virtual relationship seems real.” She voiced out finally

“Why don’t you ask him then?” Hyoyeon answered handing her hand phone

“Shiroh!” she said adamantly “I don’t want to, there’s no goguma left for him again!” she exclaimed and pouted

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After much argument both Seohyun and Hyoyeon compromised.

At first ring he answered the call “Jungshin-ah, Seohyun here. What are you doing?” Seohyun said

“I.. ah.. ” Jungshin was caught off guard with her bluntness, aside from the fact that he was expecting his girlfriend Hyoyeon was on the other line

“I’m sorry. I mean is oppa there? Is he not busy?” she asked calmly after she realized her mistake, she shook her head, this is so not her. But what can she do, she’s still upset albeit being calm.

“Oh, you want me to pass my phone to him? Why not call him instead?” he asked

“I- I’m just asking if he is busy coz if not, I’ll call him” she answered. Jungshin told her he’s in the living room relaxing and watching TV “Okay thank you Jungshin-chingu, here’s your euja-chingu” she said teasingly and handed the phone to Hyoyeon

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Yonghwa looked at the caller ID before answering his phone “Seohyu-i!” he exclaimed excitedly

“Yah, Yonghwa-yah! You have no gogumas left!” She ended the call with just that and turned her phone off.

Yonghwa stared on his phone with wide eyes for a moment; he checked the last call register to confirm it was Seohyun who just called. “ASSSSSAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!” he screamed rejoicing to his members shock after he confirmed it was really her. Jungshin went out from the room fresh from the call, curious of what had happened.

“Yah! Why are you so happy?” Jonghyun asked his dimples showing

“Seohyun just called and told me YAH! YONGHWA-YAH! You have no gogumas left!” he stood and danced playfully around the room while his members looked at him, confusion written on their faces

“Hyung, Seohyun just said you don’t have gogumas left but why are you so happy?” Minhyuk said to their still over the moon leader

“She spoke to me in banmal!” he said in a sing-sang tone and slumped on the floor happily

“Yeah, she spoke in banmal, and you are happy because your dream came true. So you feel closer to her now?” Junghyun asked still confused

“Exactly!” he said raising his index finger to add drama to his speech

“But hyung, she spoke banmal and she said something like…..” Jungshin sat on the floor across him and looked at him directly on the eye “YOU-HAVE-NO-GOGUMAS-LEFT!” he reiterated, his eyes wide, trying it’s best to let the message across his overly excited hyung

“YOU-DON’T-HAVE-GOGUMAS-LEFT!” Minhyuk, Jonghyun and Jungshin said in unison

As if awoken from deep sleep his eyes widened in understanding, his pulse quickened as he reached for his phone and dialed Seohyun’s number and failed “Jungshin-ah! I’m going to SNSD’s dorm, whoever wants to go with me, will have to go and change now!” he announced in a hurry to his own closet

Upon hearing what their Hyung said the three members rushed to their own room to change clothes

There he Goes

A tinge of goguma here... i hope you'll like this too

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From their debut stage, she has been interested in them. They looked dashing in that suit while playing their respective instruments. It is an open knowledge that she really likes hard working men and she sees it in them, a particular idol group. She considered herself their fan, a huge fan at that.

And then came an announcement from their maknae @ dawn that one February day. She was fast asleep when she felt Seohyun carefully went inside their room. Their ever so considerate maknae, didn’t even turn on the lights as she enter, she heard her stumble into something. She turned to her bedside table and turned on the lamp, she sat on her bed while her eyes adjusted for the light and gave their now shocked and embarrassed maknae a smile “You could’ve just turned it on” she said in a husky voice fresh from sleep “I’ll go pee” she stood and went to their bathroom, she knew she would feel sorry that she woke her up, so she might as well give a reason for it, to lessen her burden

“Mianhe unnie.” She said softly as soon as she went out of the bathroom.

“Ani, I really wanted to pee, so I woke up” she gave her a smile “So who was it? Who’s your nampyeon?” she asked in a teasing voice

She sighed still a little burdened of the sudden marriage “CN-Blue’s leader Jung Yonghwa” she answered while changing

“Chungmal? I really like them” she said a little excited “so how was it?”

“I know, that’s why I thought you would be glad that he is the one that I’m married to.” She suppressed a yawn “He really is hardworking, you know me, I’m really awkward when it comes to boys but he worked hard, for me to get comfortable with him” she smiled at the thought, grateful for what he did earlier

“That’s really good. And you’ll be meeting each other later.” She teased

“Yeah, we promised to show off our ring on our number” she said shyly

She nodded, a smile on her face as she lay down on her own bed. “That’s good! We’ll talk about it in the morning. Go wash up and rest.” She covered herself with blanket, glad for their maknae

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They formally met that one rainy day on April for their house warming party. She was really glad to have met them, him and Jungshin, she confirmed her thoughts about them being hardworking.

She studied their maknae closely that day around her husband. There is something different about her, although she or they are quiet envious, they liked it. She’s young, she should experience young love.

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It was an early morning in May when they called her for their driver’s license exam preparation. Without knowing, she hovered her closet in choosing her clothes for that day, she put on make-up and don her hair. She wanted to look pretty that day. And when he complemented her the moment she stepped inside their house, she blushed and said “I did make-up a bit more than I would normally”.

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Jungshin has become friendlier with her while they were waiting for the couple to come out of the testing area. They saw them walk out and asked about the result. In the attempt to congratulate them, they prepared a small picnic party but it turned out to be a consolation party.

They were having fun in the park as she encouraged Seohyun to use banmal to him. And what got her stupid heart was when he tried very hard to learn their dance, it was not shown on broadcast but he really practiced an ample amount of time for him to dance that way.

It was the day that she admitted to herself that she likes the guy not for their maknae but for her. She sighed at the thought. She would endure her one-sided love this time, without the other members knowing.

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In strong heart she admitted that she has a one-sided love on a member of an idol group, although her fellow members were shocked, they did a great job covering it. After the show, she was surrounded by 8 curious and eager eyes. Without saying a thing she knew what they want to know, she smiled at them feigning innocence but they did not buy it.

She sighed, her mind wander to make up a good excuse but as expected, they did not allow her to change the subject. And it hit her, the most decent and believable cover, without thinking much he mouth stated a name “Lee Jungshin, CN-Blue’s bassist” she faked a smile and looked at Seohyun who gave her a bright smile in return. The other members squealed, she heard someone say CN-Blue has so much charm coz they owned two SNSDs. She smiled sadly “Yeah that person has an unbelievable charm coz he have two SNSD.” She caught Seohyun studying her, she faked a laugh and joined their happy conversation

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After a few months of getting married, she noticed Seohyun always fiddling her phone, as if waiting for it to ring. And when it does, her face would lit up in excitement, and fall back into disappointment if the caller was not the one she expected. It would have been enjoyable for her to watch if only she is having those reactions for another guy.

Somehow, she knew they like each other, but her remaining hopes were shattered the moment Seohyun got back from the taping of their birthday episode. That light that shines in her eyes are blinding her, although late at night she started to rap about how her day was in excitement, gone were the days where she can sleep soundly because Seohyun was reading a book, now she is talking about a boy non-stop. She is glowing, the glow a woman in love and loved in return can only have.

When the birthday episode aired they watched enviously, she can freely express it with the others since they were feeling the same. One thing she needs to hide is the hurt that she feels every sweet moment they have together.

As both of them walked in the night with fingers intertwined with each other, and with the chaos it brought in the MC and all her members, she hurriedly wipe the single tear that escaped from her eye

“There he goes.” She sighed, swallowed the lump on her throat and fakes a squeal to join the others

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She tried hard to let go and now she has accepted the fact that the Goguma couple is real, she knows it all. But it is hard to forget, so as the recent interview, when she was asked if her feelings about that person she talked about in May is the same she nodded. “If there is someone who likes me, I really like hardworking people, so you have to work hard in order to succeed” she joked

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A Lovely Incident

This was made on a whim.. so please bear with this.. kekeke. Thank you sooo much for those who commented because of you I was inspired in making another one.. you are really appreciated... chungmal kamsahamnida!!! *bows*

Please leave some love...keukeukeu

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A rumor has been circulating around kpop idols; CNBLUE’s Jung Yonghwa and Fx’s Sulli were rumored to be dating. It started from netizen’s observation that both were a little too close during Inkigayo, and as expected, the rumor grew big especially because Yonghwa is the “HUSBAND” of SNSD maknae Seohyun.

And the rumor has come to the knowledge of SNSD that one starry night, from the one too concerned idol, 2am’s Jinwoon, which came out of his way from his busy schedule to come to their dorm and spread the news.

Upon hearing the rumor, Seohyun felt her heart became heavy; she heaved a sighed and explained their circumstances to Jinwoon with a controlled expression. She tried her best to not show her disappointment and sadness to him. Jinwoon stood up after their conversation and bid goodbye to the wonderful ladies in front of him, rushing for his next schedule.

Seohyun showed their visitor out with weak knees. Her heart felt like it was ripped into pieces, but she hid it from her unnies. She doesn’t want them to be worried. She volunteered to wash dishes after dinner for her to not think of her heartache.

As she pace around their dorm tidying things, her 8 unnies are gathered around the living room silently watching her with worried eyes.

She went inside their room when she felt her unnies’ stare. She sat on her bed and stared blankly on the wall.

Hyoyeon followed her and asked as soon as she closed the door “You alright Seohyunie?” a concerned motherly tone escaped her lips

She let out a smile that doesn’t reach the eye and nodded softly “Kwenchanayo unnie.” She chuckled softly “It’s not that we’re real. We are only married couple in a show. What we did are just for the show and nothing else” she said, the words came out of her mouth like acid, she swallowed the lump that formed on her throat “We are not real” she whispered more to herself than to Hyoyeon

“Aigoo Seohyunie….” Hyoyeon started but was interrupted when Seohyun stood up and faced her with a forced happy face

“I’m really okay unnie. Don’t worry too much!” she said trying to liven up her mood. She started cleaning their already clean room, reorganized what was already organized

Hyoyeon sighed in defeat; she silently went out of their room.

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Hyo went back to the living room, her forehead creased. “Where is Taeyeon and Tiff?”

“They went inside Tiff’s room” Sunny pointed with her lips

“They’re going to call him” Yuri informed

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Yonghwa was pacing in front of SNSD dorm, composing himself and trying to figure out how to explain to her and her 8 unnies. He rushed there after Jungshin told him what happened, it seems like Hyoyeon and him are in contact without him knowing. He might have been amused if not because of the news.

His heart is beating fast and his palms sweating. He tried to calm down, he rarely gets nervous and when he does, he hates it. A lot has come to his mind the moment Jungshin went to his room; anger frustration, concern and then wanting to wring Jinwoon’s pretty neck because of jealousy also came to him.

He was mumbling his long explanation, practicing each line when his phone rang. Confused with the unknown number that flashed on his X10 Experia mini, he pressed the answer button reluctantly only to be surprised with Taeyeon’s voice.

“This is Jung Yonghwa’s phone right?!” she said a little too loudly as soon as he answered, they recognize his voice on speakerphone but she have to be sure.

“Yes” his phone inches away from his ear due to her loud voice “Taeyeon-ssi?” he asked making sure he has not mistaken

“Yah! What is this that we heard?” the leader of SNSD gave out an authority he can’t imagine in her voice. He felt intimidated just hearing her from the other line.

He let out a nervous laugh, he stepped away and turned his back from their dorm door “Please let me explain, it’s not what you all think. It’s not true, Sulli and I are not dating, there is no way I would date her.” he said frantically

“But where did this rumor came from?” a calmer Tiffany butt in

“I have no idea where it came from, but wherever it is, I have only eyes for one person.” He said honestly.

“And may we know who your eyes are for?” Taeyeon asked, he can sense a smile plastered on her face judging from her voice

He let out a thankful sigh before he answered “Your dongsaeng, Seohyun, I won’t be here this late at night in front of your dorm if I don’t like her” he said solemnly, he heard a squeal that made him smile and rolled his eyes “Girls” he thought looking down while shaking his head

“How much do you like our Seohyun?” Tiffany asked excitedly and let out a soft squeal

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Seohyun gathered all trash bins from each room and segregates it accordingly; she collected all cans and plastic bottles and put it in one garbage bag. She stood up and head outside to throw it for it to be recycled. She opened the door quietly and was shocked to see Yonghwa standing just a few steps away from their door, his back facing her, talking to whomever on the phone seriously; she can hear his one-sided conversation quiet well. And her heart began to beat erratically as she heard every single word that came from his mouth.

He sighed “I really don’t know how to put in words how much I like Seohyun, to be honest up until I met her, I always thought that my career were all that matter. I just never knew before that a person’s smile could make me so happy. And I don’t want to lose Seohyun because of this rumor. After much hesitation, I am here accepting to myself that I really like her. So I don’t really want to think too much this time around and even if everyone were to find out about this. I don’t really want to give her up.”

Taeyeon and Tiffany held their breath as Yonghwa confessed his feelings to Seohyun. The sincerity in his voice washed away their doubts on him. They were so excited that they spoke simultaneously on the phone, their voice louder than usual.

Yonghwa was distracted and was not paying attention to them when he heard a sound similar to a couple of cans that fell on the floor, he looked back and found Seohyun standing stiff, her expression tells him that she heard everything. He ended the call without saying goodbye and awkwardly he stepped closer to her “Did you hear everything I said just now?” he asked softly, after he glanced down and fiddled his ring, after he saw her nod, he asked cautiously “So.. What’s your answer then?” he felt cats and mice are racing on his insides as he waited for his answer, he looked at her expectantly

Seohyun felt her face reddened and her heart flutter. Nervously she tried to form words “I-I don’t k-know, even if you have said that you like me, I just have a hard time believing it.” She voiced out her reluctance

“Why?” Yonghwa asked, Seohyun can see the hurt in his eyes

“We are in this reel relationship and I don’t know what is real anymore.” Seohyun put his hands on her forehead, a little frustrated “And besides, there are a lot of girls there that are better than me, livelier, perkier and younger than me. Compared to them, I can say I’m ordinary” her insecurities about hearing about Sulli earlier went back

Yonghwa steeped a bit more closer, he caressed her lovely face “You are not one bit ordinary” he said his heart on his sleeves “In my heart , you are much better than anyone else.”

Seohyun blinked, gathering her strength and step back as she sighed “Thank you for saying this all to me. I’m sure if you have said this to me earlier, I should have been really touched and I would have accepted you but after I heard the rumor it made me think twice as much. I have thought a lot and with this revalation, I am truly grateful. But let’s just keep going like this and leave our relationship the way it is as of now, okay? I don’t want to rush unprepared into a relationship and then ended up both of us being hurt” she said after much thought, she saw his hurt expression and God knows she wanted to erase it but it is not the right time yet.

He sucked in a deep breath, his eyes clouded with sadness but smiled “Okay, I understand. I think you need time to calm down” he stepped back to give space between them

“So let’s carry on like before and keep on behaving natural around each other, okay?” Seohyun asked to liven up the mood

“Okay, don’t worry. I will wait, I will wait until the day you will accept me.” he declared a tiny smile adorned his face “I will accept anything until then and no matter what you tell me” he sighed before he continued “We will always be good friends” he ended. He swallowed hard and looked up “it’s getting late, I better go back now, and my members might be getting worried. ” he let out a chuckle“ Goodnight, bye” he turned his back on Seohyun and left

“Bye, be careful and see you” Seohyun called out on him, he turned one last time, gave her a smile and wave before he went inside his car

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She sighed and felt her fast heartbeat, she opened the door and was shocked to see her unnies, their ear were obviously plastered on the door earlier before she opened it. “Unnie!” she called loudly

Her unnies jumped in surprise as soon as they heard Seohyun’s voice. Each has nonchalant expression, feigning innocence.

“So it’s over?!” Yoona asked awkwardly her hand on her nape

“Did u hear anything?” Sooyoung asked everyone, her eyes wide while sending each other a message

“I did not hear a thing” Jessica shook her head vigorously

“Were u guys eavesdropping?! You guys are weird!” Seohyun’s face turned bright red as she rushed to her bedroom and slammed the door

Her unnies giggled excitedly like a school girl. They went to their living room and slumped on the floor with giddy heart

“But why did she not accept him?” Yuri asked everyone a smile plastered on her face

“It good, she’s a wise girl, Yonghwa should woo her first” Tiffany said please with their youngest. All of them nodded

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As soon as Seohyun closed the door she threw herself on her bed, went under her blanket and screamed on her pillow. She rolled on her bed giddily suppressing her giggle as she thought of Yonghwa’s confession. She stopped in a halt and pretended she was asleep when she heard somebody entered the room.

Hyoyeon sat on her bed and looked at Seohyun “Yah, I know you’re pretending to be asleep. You can’t possibly sleep after that mind blowing confession” she said trying hard not to burst out laughing, their maknae is really acting cute. After a minute of without reply she stood “We are just outside waiting to share your happiness with you” she stood by the door and waited for another minute for a reply but it didn’t come “Arasso, you have the right to express your happiness whatever way you want. But I have to tell you this aside from sadness and depression; you know a person can die from contained happiness too right?” she said, opened the door and went out

Under the blanket Seohyun’s eyes grew big from the last statement; she uncovered herself and hurriedly went out of their room. There she stood just beside the closed door, 8 pairs of gorgeous twinkling eyes looked at her and in unison “AAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!” they screamed their hearts out, waking up the whole neighborhood.

The Auction

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“And for our grand finale, CNBLUE’s leader Jung Yonghwa!” the MC’s voice echoed from the four walls of that stadium. He heard the loud screams and roars erupted, that it made his heart race more and his smile falter. Yonghwa was ushered in the center stage.
Yonghwa was standing on the stage with terrified eyes. The stadium full of screaming fans, his eyes roamed around and saw a huge amount of women and some men waiting to get their hands on him. And by the looks of it, his fans can probably kill just to have a night with him. He trembled just of the thought of it. There is no way he would survive the bloodshed that will occur because of this auction.

The day he agreed to join that auction was a blur; he can’t remember how his manager persuaded him to attend that event, much more to be one of those who will be auctioned to have a date with. It was for a good cause, for charity, but he never imagined he would be swarmed by hungry looking fans, looking at the feast in front of them. Again he shuddered; a bullet of sweat ran from his temple down to his chin. He sighed nervously; he can’t possibly escape this, can he?

His fans are important, they are the reason why he is in his status right now, and he will be forever grateful. But this is too much for him.

And so the bidding started, from women of different sizes and age and a few men were lining up for the win. The bidding went through the roof in no time. His highest bidder jumped up and down, their eyes met and he was shocked, THE HIGHEST BIDDER IS A MAN!

Yonghwa tried to scan the crowd again, hoping for another bidder to arise. He saw a group of fans wearing a blue shirt with BOICE printed on it; just beside them were a group of fans wearing pink shirts with YONGSEO printed on it. Both fan clubs had pooled their resources with the hopes of having him for themselves. But maybe their resources are not enough. He sighed, resigned and about to say his final prayer when he saw a familiar face that walked through the door just beside the stage. The face that was haunting him for weeks. They have not been filming for a while because of their Japan promotions and his busy schedule.

“SEOHYUN-ah!” he shouted frantically. The crowd’s attention went from him to the side door “HELP” he said with puppy eyes

Seohyun was surprised from the call of help. She went there to support her SJ oppa Leeteuk who is also one of those who will be auctioned. She was surprised her Yonghwa was also one of them. “You want me to bid on you?” she said amusement dancing on her eyes; she smiled to the man scowling at her.

Yonghwa nodded his palms together and eyes pleading.

She smiled mischievously “Aren’t you worried on what I may want from you if I won this auction” she asked playfully, she has the best teacher in that aspect, HIM.

“Hyun, I don’t care if I ended up chained on your bed with only goguma printed boxers on.. Just help me out of this!” he exclaimed “I’d rather not lose my chastity to strangers”

Seohyun smirks “If I can’t pay for the sum amount, will you help me pay for it then” she asked tentatively

“YEAH, I will!” he answered feeling a load lesser

Seohyun nodded

Yongseo fan club’s president rushed down to her and said “Unnie! We’ll help too! If you share!” she said excitedly

Dumbfounded, Seohyun looked at their fan “Share?” she asked

“Yeah, just let us video tape you guys, whatever you are going to do on the bed.” She smiled maliciously

“But…!” Seohyun started her cheeks flaming “We are not going to do something on a bed!”
The bidding is still going on that made Yonghwa was frantic “FINE!” he agreed

“Oppa!” she exclaimed, her eyes bulging at him. She signed in resignation “Only taping what we want will be released” she announced after much thought. She saw Yongseo club members whispered to one another.

“DEAL”

Seohyun grabbed an auction paddle and started bidding, saving his poor oppa.